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March 17, 2013
10:47 am
theawesomelawson
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I’ve been meditating informally for a few years now, which has lead to a chain of awakenings leading to this post. I’m approaching 23 and I feel that it’s time to align myself with practice that is tried and true. There has been an internal presence that is very adamant about unraveling all of my mental artifices without regard for what I’ve thought I’ve wanted. NOW is the time to join my people of Earth. It has been very difficult because I struggle with two paths. One of these paths is a caged professional confined by the red tape of the world’s beaurocracies. It is eternally challenged by my second path, a raging fire in my heart that is in eternal awe of itself and the Universe- my true self. This fire projects its foundations of truth onto every moment of my being, thus I struggle within the confines of “what is” to most others, I know noone that understands, or if I do I am afraid to approach them. I’ve struggled with a deep depression because I am self conscious of how I’m perceived externally, I can only manage to express my truth anonymously here on the Internet. I know what I must do, because I love what I must do, but the result would be me pulling the rug out from under current relationships. Most of which have been artificial, some of which have been more true, but still artificial. Hence the depression. BUT! I know the way, and I’m beginning here, because I am the designer of my own reality, and I know it’s truth because it is the place where we all meet and thrive. Watching the world view change course towards convergence so rapidly and with such true excitement has been enlightening in itself, and I can’t wait to see where we go together. The joy that comes with “dodging the bullet” as a family fills me with something truly special. I’m really looking forward to my journey, our journey.

I’ve been starting my mornings with this new tune, I hope it resonates with you as it resonates with me:

Lastly, how does one change their password? Haha

Thank you for this sanctuary, it has been much needed.

-Joe

March 19, 2013
7:18 pm
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